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[xxrubytoosdayxx]

Please don't.
don't tell me I'm not good enough.
don't tell me i'm falling behind.
Tell me I excell.
Tell me I've come a long way since the last time we met.
Tell me the hours I've put into my work is shining through.
Tell me "Tuesday, you are an incredible pianist"
I want to hear "I can't believe you've come this far."
Please don't break my back.
Don't tell me I need to work harder.
hours and hours everyday
are dedicated to slaving away.
I've never worked so hard on anything my whole life.
And I've never felt more like a failure
Especially when you say "this needs much more work"
"repetition. Repetition. repetition is the key."
"Work out your expression."
"This hasn't come very far."
If only you knew how hard i try.
if only you knew how bad I want to be a success.
Please don't doubt my efforts.
Please do not send me away.