I havent updated in a whileee.... i dont even remember what i did
umm, i got a new layout. its pretty cutee :-)
ive been working a lot latelyn tho. its not too too bad. i guess :-/ its money $$$
Im soo exciteddd for the greenday/ jimmy eat world on sept 11 and FOB and some others on sept 28.... ohh myy im soo excitedd :-D im going with Jess, we are gunna have soo much funnn whoo-hoo!!!
ive hung out with Brad a couple timeess, its great. and i love it. lol hes wonderfull :-*
heres a survey...
a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?: yes, especially when im driving. lol
what do you do when you're mad?: yell, and cry
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: broken my phone.
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: no. i dont have new phone yet.
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: yupp
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: not that i remember.
do you curse when you're mad?: yeahh, lol
c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out? 2 nights ago
ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes, many times :-/
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yeah
ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes.
do you cry when you get an injury?: haha, most-likly
do certain songs make you cry? which ones: yes, FOB - Grand Theft Autumn, and i Hawthorne Heights - Ohio is for lovers
can you make yourself cry?: sometimes.
p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: my dadddy dieing.
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: umm, hurt myself?
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: spread rummors, or tell them something rele bad
ever had a painful break up?: yes, 3
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: huh?
how depressed can you get?: umm, according to Sarah, im Bi-polar. but im not admitting to it.
do you inflict pain on yourself?: i have before.
h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: yeahh
what can make you happy?: Brad, friends and music
do you wish you were happier?: sometimes
what makes you the happiest?: Brad
is being happy overrated?: noo
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: of coursee
can music make you happy?: mmhhmm
l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: one time. :-/
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: as a friend,yes
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: yes
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: no.
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: yes
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yess
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: i guess that mighta been the reason.
h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: no one
ever made a hit list?: noppers
have you ever been on a hit list?: i dont know, lol
are you a mean bully?: i can be.
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: no
do you hate George Bush?: i dont rele care.
s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: it can be
do you believe in yourself?: sometimes
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: mosta the time.
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: no.
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: yeahh
are you happy with who you are?: yupp
do you wish you can be someone else?: nopee