Apr 16, 2005 13:36
hey world ...
my auntie i think is finally havin her babies 2day !! i cant wait .. i've been waiting 4 them 2 come 4 like 4eva! im gonna b their babysitter :-p
nd guess wat .. im sick AGAIN ! my throat kills, nd my nose is mad runny nd stuffy .. grr .. i dont wanna b sick 4 april vacation .. this sux !
well victoria is ova ! she slept ova .. yesterday i got 2 FINALLY go ova her house .. we went 2 mcdonalds nd met up w/ suzzy ... nd we saw joe john nd matt there ... so we tlkd 2 them 4 a lil wile .. then left .. suzzy went home, nd me nd victoria went back 2 her house ... then she came ova mine .. lol
but ready ... u wanna kno wat really hurts .... wen 1 of ur friends, flirts w/ the guy u like, rite in front of ur face ... nd u kno that they're not purposely flirtin w/ them .. but she still is .. nd it hurts 2 c the guy u like flirt back ... nd u kno deep down inside, that they would prob like ur friend .. but never like u ... it hurts sooo bad ... u dont even wanna kno how dat feels ... like i said .. i hate being the ugly grl that guys dont like ... where as u got ur friend that all them bois love .. idk .. i hate 2 say it .. but that just brings down my self esteem ... nd ppl always wonder y my self esteem is so low ... well thats y ... nd otha reasons 2 .. but i really dont wanna get in2 that ...
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