Your smile makes me melt
I know that I haven't really updated in a long time. I guess I really don't get the urge to get online anymore. There is nothing to look forward to. During the summer, I always looked forward to go and talk to Greg, then Mac, and Katiln. But, now most of that has faded out of the picture.
I havent seen Andy since Saturday. Latly it seems like he has been going out with Brad and not me. I dont know, maybe Im just looking at this from some other point of view. But, the way I have been hurt, I just wait day after day for Andy to break up with me, because my relantionships were I like someone, never have lasted this long in a LONG time. On friday Andy and I will be going for one month. It has probably been the best/worse month of my life. But, there is something there that Andy has that makes it seem like everything is ok. I really wish I would be able to see him tonight, but do to my sickness, I dont even know if I will be able to talk to him. Maybe after work on Wednesday he will come over after seven. I doubt it, but its worth a shot. HOPEFULLY on Friday Andy wont decide to ditch me, and that we can go and hang out. I really hope that doesnt happen. So keep me and this little teenage probelm in the back of your head.
Tues- not a damn thing
Wed- work and hopefully see andy and PCLC at valpo...
Thur- Pizza hut and scrimmage
Fri- hopefully me and andy
Sat- work from 4-10
Sun- open and hopefully andy
i need to do better in school...
thats all for now
i love you
ally- sorry about the whole greg thing. maybe its time to let go. because if you guys were ment to be, youll end up back together....
I havent seen Andy since Saturday. Latly it seems like he has been going out with Brad and not me. I dont know, maybe Im just looking at this from some other point of view. But, the way I have been hurt, I just wait day after day for Andy to break up with me, because my relantionships were I like someone, never have lasted this long in a LONG time. On friday Andy and I will be going for one month. It has probably been the best/worse month of my life. But, there is something there that Andy has that makes it seem like everything is ok. I really wish I would be able to see him tonight, but do to my sickness, I dont even know if I will be able to talk to him. Maybe after work on Wednesday he will come over after seven. I doubt it, but its worth a shot. HOPEFULLY on Friday Andy wont decide to ditch me, and that we can go and hang out. I really hope that doesnt happen. So keep me and this little teenage probelm in the back of your head.
Tues- not a damn thing
Wed- work and hopefully see andy and PCLC at valpo...
Thur- Pizza hut and scrimmage
Fri- hopefully me and andy
Sat- work from 4-10
Sun- open and hopefully andy
i need to do better in school...
thats all for now
i love you
ally- sorry about the whole greg thing. maybe its time to let go. because if you guys were ment to be, youll end up back together....