kinda sad
how when everything is going well I kinda don't have much to talk about...
I've been going out with Mat for like 3 weeks now and I'm still so uber happy with him. Right now we are waiting on a call from his mom to go get her from work. He is passed out on his bed in a funky position. I'm awake feeling bad about us keeping the car for the night cause he's going to be hella grumpy when he wakes up to drive to get her.
We always seem to be busy but it never seems like it's really important, what we are doing except to our friends. Like his friend Jason is like always over here at his house and his friend John is always calling to get us to hang out. John's ex girlfriend Sandra too. It's like they aren't happy unless they are dragging us along. *shrug* that dosn't really bother me so much as it bothers him.
I'm excited cause I'm going on the Beltane (walpurgis) campout with the northern wizdom kindred. I'm so excited cause I've never gotten to go along on one of the Asatru campouts before. lol
Omg and I was reading this book that the Sr. Gothi, Kelly, lent me and I was in the section about gods and goddesses and I found just the goddess for me. Her name is Sif, and she is the goddess of self esteem. Which I seem to have more of than usual lately.
Things are going well enough at the moment that I'm kinda feeling like it's either fake or going to get disrupted somehow. Ah well, such is life and I will deal with that when the time comes.
I've been going out with Mat for like 3 weeks now and I'm still so uber happy with him. Right now we are waiting on a call from his mom to go get her from work. He is passed out on his bed in a funky position. I'm awake feeling bad about us keeping the car for the night cause he's going to be hella grumpy when he wakes up to drive to get her.
We always seem to be busy but it never seems like it's really important, what we are doing except to our friends. Like his friend Jason is like always over here at his house and his friend John is always calling to get us to hang out. John's ex girlfriend Sandra too. It's like they aren't happy unless they are dragging us along. *shrug* that dosn't really bother me so much as it bothers him.
I'm excited cause I'm going on the Beltane (walpurgis) campout with the northern wizdom kindred. I'm so excited cause I've never gotten to go along on one of the Asatru campouts before. lol
Omg and I was reading this book that the Sr. Gothi, Kelly, lent me and I was in the section about gods and goddesses and I found just the goddess for me. Her name is Sif, and she is the goddess of self esteem. Which I seem to have more of than usual lately.
Things are going well enough at the moment that I'm kinda feeling like it's either fake or going to get disrupted somehow. Ah well, such is life and I will deal with that when the time comes.