Aug 07, 2004 11:55
I don't think Oz approves of my recent lifestyle changes. I've tried explaining that celebacy is the proper way to live our life. That our bond is still strong and will remain so. That I love him with all my heart, but that doesn't mean we should give into the temptation of sex.
He said a lot of things and kept going off on tangents, losing me somewhere between non kissing cultures and elvis impersonators. I'm sure he'll see that celebacy will only strengthen our bond together and our love will be pure.
I've been making a list of all my sins. The only way to become right with ones self if to face up to all the sins in their past and accept the blame and ask for forgiveness. I'm not certain I have a religion to turn too, but I heard that the Catholics are always seeking to shelter those who have seen the light. They have confession and I believe I am ready to confess my sins and ask for penance.
The notebook has filled rather quickly. I haven't even gotten past the first 200 years or the Zorak days.
Do they expect your first confession to cover everything? Maybe I should call and make an appointment for a priest and pack a large lunch and dinner since we will be there for awhile.
Oz and I watched Xander get married last night. I'm happy he has chosen to make his union with his girlfriend legal. Perhaps he should have gotten to know her better first, but those of us in glass houses should not cast stones.
Apparently Dylan took a considerable amount of liquor from my club that still needs a new name. I should stop by and visit with the cubs. Try and show them the error of turning to Alcohol and other substances. They need guidance and I am here to help them.