Can't Sleep
Wanna know something funny? Its weird how everyone thinks guys can't get hurt...Well they are wrong..I really have no serious Idea why me and sky broke up i have no reason what so ever...I can't I thought that we made a perfect couple...None of my friends ever thought that we would get close to even braking up....I guess since we both agreed on it..it wuz like both of our choices...I think i did it because i wanted to know what it was like to be single again to have fun to party to drink, girls, makingout, smoking, flirting, dateing, clubs, partys, everything....those are the things that i thought about....Well when we broke up of course i did everything i could as fast as i could....I'm sorry i did though...I barley relized to my self when i saw a picture of me and her that no matter how hard i try and forget about her i can't and it sux....I hate the feeling knowing that u can't forget about someone that u love or not being able to sleep because u think about them it just sux......I want it to be like Lets go out again and like pretend we never broke up..But we did...We changed so fast and we didn't even know it because we tried to ignore it we didn't wanna face the fact that we weren't with eachother....Well sky i know ur going to read this because i know u are and i don't care who else read it...I just want you to know that I love you always have and always will...I'll be here for you no matter what....I hope we get married in the future........Well i'm not going to go to sleep but i am going to finish with my journal...T/C EVERYONE GOODNIGHT