Love
What is love? Love 2 me is a hard word to describe its only four letters but so much meaning...Most people think love is something when 2 people bond and no i don't mean fucking...Others think that fucking will make u two fall in love and in the process end up getting hurt because u thought that he or she loved so but they really didn't...I'd rather have my own special loved one than try and juggle like 5 girls at once...It might sound sad how if you can get a piece of ass just by a phone call or you can get a hug by the one you love its crazy how you'll go for the hug....Even though its not as connected as sex but its still as connected as more than a feeling...Why is it that people assume that only the girls are the ones that get hurt???Noone ever thinks that the guy has feeling or what???Or that the guy is supposed to not be able to love???I don't understand that...Its like saying a girl is a bitch for sleeping with two guys while a guy is a pimp for sleeping with two chix....Everyone has there own opinion so i'm not going to be all judgemental about that or even picky but people should really think about what they say before they say it...If a guy likes the girl go up to her and tell her...Even if you think that its wrong for a girl to tell a guy that she likes him its not!!!What's so wrong or even hard about expressing ur feelings???And i know because i talk from experience I can't remember the last time i cried...Well i probably can think of it but i try not to because we try and forget all problems and our regrets but what we did in the past makes us stronger and wiser for the future...Its weird how you never think your parents are right about anything like if they tell you don't fall for her because you'll end up getting hurt in the end...Well when they tell you this you don't think of that because love is a good feeling to feel i wish everyone could feel it in there life but when all of a sudden the love is crushed or blocked or something has happened to it...You usually try and find it or forget about it...Its hard to forget about something you feel everyday!!!!Its almost like getting cut and u ignore the pain its impossible u can't ignore it because its there even though you try your hardest to fight against it its there....Some people cannot even get rid of there problems they either DRINK, SMOKE, OR FUCK either and or...Those are the three best ways that people THINK they could get rid of a problem and every single one of those things usually leads or ends up to more than a problem...Drunk if ur drink and u get drunk u get hangovers ur breath smells u can get in a crash u can hurt someone smoking ur breath smells ur judgement is bad you'll make wrong choices...Fucking is probably the worst because you can get a STD or you'll more than likly regret it.....In my own opinion i think that god made the vagina and cock for a reason...Its the part where we can recieve the most pleasure but also are most sacred area...Only those that you allow have access to it....That's why i think if a person has sex they are inteded to stay with the person there rest of there lives thats why when a person has sex with more than one person she or he know longer feels the same no matter what it will always be different...You can't take back things that youve already done, but you can try and forget...The reason that i'm writing this is not because i have a problem but its maybe because i'm trying to forget things that have happened...things i wish to forget about....This that you can't forget...It sux when people tell you your wrong while u think ur right then they end up being right and u tell them that they were wrong while u know in ur head that they were right and u just don't want to tell them...Its a bit confusing but you'll understand just read it slower.........