Fucking body....
So, I wake up at about 1am with the WORSE pains that I have EVER felt in a long time, like, as bad as my labor pains.......not cool, right? But anyhow, first time since, what, February that this has happened? The doctors told me that I could probably go a little more than a year without having to get the surgery before I start having problems, but I think I may be getting it sooner rather than later.
But anyhow, yeah, it took damn near 12 hours for these pains to go away. Every time I would even breathe, I just wanted to DIE. I could BARELY even walk to the bathroom at 1 this morning without crying. Seriously, I don't know what I did to myself, but whatever it was, I swear to whatever god there is I will never do it again just so long as I never have to feel pain like that again.
Steve kept urging me to go to the hospital, but it's like I told him, what could they possibly do for me? There really isn't anything I can do but let the pain go on its own, and possibly take some type of pain killer, but those hardly ever work on me anyway. I was GOING to go if the pain lasted past 1pm, but LUCKILY it went away.....fuck a damn hospital......no needles in MY body today!!! Well, unless it is putting ink or a piercing into my body...but no on the chemical part lol. So, yeah, Erica is not happy about her stupid gall bladder none the less right now.