Cold
So, I'm at the point of not caring anymore again. Continue to lie...continue to use. It will get you no where. I'm evaluating my life, my friends...and I ask myself, why the hell am I still here? I'm a "friend for the moment" to most of them, the others, well, they put on their fake smile. I can't DEAL with fake ass people anymore. As soon as my lease is up, I have 4 options.
1. Move to Long Island NY
2. Move to San Marcus TX
3. Move to the Chicago area
4. Stay here
I'm leaning more towards options 1-3 more than 4 at this moment. Mostly option 1. I wouldn't have to worry about money or ANYTHING. But here.....I feel so connected because this is the longest I've stayed anywhere in a while. There are a few people I would miss, like John and Moshi and such.....but everyone else...you barely even fucking know me because you've never taken time out of your oh-so-busy life to do so. Oh well...can't miss what you never had, right?