She Gives Me Hot And Cold Fever
There are teeth marks on Freddy's arm. Also many little pinch marks. And something that looks like a hickey on his neck that was actually a bite mark that just wasn't deep so it turned pink. What can I say? I was bored during my "free". (Dad said I could just not go to tech. Well. Okay, maybe he didn't exactly say that... but whatever. I took it that way.) Don't ask why I was abusing Freddy. Just 'cause he let me, I guess. And it was affectionate. So apparently I've become a vampire. The bite on his neck actually did start as a kiss but he ignored me so I added some teeth. He didn't ignore me then, ha.
I was worried this morning because I didn't want to hug him when I saw him and I was feeling weird all morning. But it's the mood swings. Because after lunch I was happy and after spending music class (we had a sub again who didn't know anything and did a crossword all class) poking Jason and generally attacking him and screaming when he retaliated, I was insanely hyper. And I was right back to being all over Freddy.
I had a great afternoon, spent an hour messing around with Freddy in the cafe (Lily was there, too, working on an essay for Oceans- I love Lily, she's so lovely) and this guy named Daniel who I don't know too well but he's been around before and he's cool. I nicknamed him penguin. And he entertained me by drumming on his backpack and being silly. And then he ended up in my music class for the rest of the afternoon. I was trying to play Fur Elise but I can't do it by memory and he came over and played it perfectly! And then played the Moonlight Sonata and other classical stuff- I was turning literally green I was so jealous- and then he played the Hokey Pokey as a grand finale, haha! He's a lot of fun. And music was fun, too, because it was just a free period, basically.
Other classes were okay, I guess... I'm once again lost in science (but I'm either going to get extra help or have Toni explain so I'll be back on track in a day or so) and I'm totally clueless in math... I'm thinking about getting a tutor. Because every new thing we start, I don't get. I know it's only because I haven't done math for a year and it's just not my strong subject. But it's still annoying. Because I really have no idea what we're doing. But I'm not going to let it worry me right now, I'm still in a good mood.
One last thing- and this is a secret to anyone reading this from school, don't tell- Tiffany told me something today that totally changed my view of Holly. We all always kid around about her being easy and slutty and stuff but we don't mean it unkindly or anything. Anyway, I was just messing about at lunch, trying to guess the number of people she'd slept with and stuff, and one ex boyfriends name came up... she looked kind of odd about it, but I didn't think much of it. In the cafe, Tiff told me that she'd slept with that guy- Jason, I think his name is. But she also said that Holly hadn't wanted to do it... so I said, "She was raped?" And Tiff said basically. I don't know how true it is, but if it's really what went down... well, let's just say I won't be bringing up Holly's sex life anymore. I'm surprised she'd tell Tiff and not me, though, even though her and Tiff were best friends last year- Holly and me have been best friends since grade seven. I hope it's not true. But it'd make sense if it was.
On to happier things! I think I have spring fever. Bounce, bounce, bouce. I think I shall bounce up to my bedroom and put away my laundry!
I was worried this morning because I didn't want to hug him when I saw him and I was feeling weird all morning. But it's the mood swings. Because after lunch I was happy and after spending music class (we had a sub again who didn't know anything and did a crossword all class) poking Jason and generally attacking him and screaming when he retaliated, I was insanely hyper. And I was right back to being all over Freddy.
I had a great afternoon, spent an hour messing around with Freddy in the cafe (Lily was there, too, working on an essay for Oceans- I love Lily, she's so lovely) and this guy named Daniel who I don't know too well but he's been around before and he's cool. I nicknamed him penguin. And he entertained me by drumming on his backpack and being silly. And then he ended up in my music class for the rest of the afternoon. I was trying to play Fur Elise but I can't do it by memory and he came over and played it perfectly! And then played the Moonlight Sonata and other classical stuff- I was turning literally green I was so jealous- and then he played the Hokey Pokey as a grand finale, haha! He's a lot of fun. And music was fun, too, because it was just a free period, basically.
Other classes were okay, I guess... I'm once again lost in science (but I'm either going to get extra help or have Toni explain so I'll be back on track in a day or so) and I'm totally clueless in math... I'm thinking about getting a tutor. Because every new thing we start, I don't get. I know it's only because I haven't done math for a year and it's just not my strong subject. But it's still annoying. Because I really have no idea what we're doing. But I'm not going to let it worry me right now, I'm still in a good mood.
One last thing- and this is a secret to anyone reading this from school, don't tell- Tiffany told me something today that totally changed my view of Holly. We all always kid around about her being easy and slutty and stuff but we don't mean it unkindly or anything. Anyway, I was just messing about at lunch, trying to guess the number of people she'd slept with and stuff, and one ex boyfriends name came up... she looked kind of odd about it, but I didn't think much of it. In the cafe, Tiff told me that she'd slept with that guy- Jason, I think his name is. But she also said that Holly hadn't wanted to do it... so I said, "She was raped?" And Tiff said basically. I don't know how true it is, but if it's really what went down... well, let's just say I won't be bringing up Holly's sex life anymore. I'm surprised she'd tell Tiff and not me, though, even though her and Tiff were best friends last year- Holly and me have been best friends since grade seven. I hope it's not true. But it'd make sense if it was.
On to happier things! I think I have spring fever. Bounce, bounce, bouce. I think I shall bounce up to my bedroom and put away my laundry!