I'm Not The Desperate Type
I was kind of... stoned today. Yeah. It comes with being sleep deprived and stupidly deciding doubling my medication would be a GOOD idea! So I did get pretty calm, but I was also near lethargic, my stomach was killing me, and I was basically as high as a kite. I barely remember anything. I didn't go to a single class, I know that. I walked home after lunch. Which was moronic because I was so dizzy I kept nearly fainting. Freddy must have thought I was in an affectionate mood, but most of the time I was holding on to him for support. So... never doing that again.
Of course now I have a ton of homework and my mom had to go talk to my teachers again- things are okay with me and her now, I guess. I swear she has a split personality. Sometimes she's so nice, and then suddenly, she's psycho.
Ow, my hand hurts. I cut it a few days ago... nobody believes me how I did it. I was trying to open a toothbrush packet. There was a screw on the counter. I used to screw to open the packet and it slipped and now there's a two inch gash in my hand. Hurts like hell.
I decided my schedule today! (Maybe it wasn't the best time... but the councilor said it met all my requirements and sounded good.) Next year I'm taking: PAL/CALM, Advanced English 11, Math 11, Oceans 11, French 11, Music 11, Canadian history 11, and Law 12. And in grade 12 I'll take Advanced English 12 (with advanced placement), Math 12, French 12, Music 12, Global History 12, Multimedia 12, and Sociology 12. Watch my parents for some reason have a problem with it. If I take Multi, I won't need my tech and I can drop it... we'll see if I can convince them.
Uh... Freddy kind of asked for my phone number. Well, sort of. He had out his address book and turned to me and said, "I'm collecting phone numbers. I already have Donald's. What's yours?" It didn't make any sense but I gave it to him anyway. Even though I hate talking on the phone. Makes me nervous. And, it was funny, yummy Cameron bounced up to me outside and pulled me to him (he is so pretty!!) and started asking me questions. Hard for me to concentrate, he's just so cute. He was all like, "Do you like Freddy? A lot? Do you want to go out with him? Will you ask him out? Do you want him to ask you out?" I think I said, "Yes, yes, maybe, no, and yes." Then Cameron bounced away. I hope he actually tells Freddy. Because we're at a standstill. People keep asking if we're dating and I want so much to be able to say yes... he just blushes and makes up a random excuse. His favorite is, "She's just cold!!" I was cold today, actually. I was hiding in his coat, haha. And then Christina was like, "Are you two a couple or just randomly cuddling?"
I'm still feeling pretty out of it, so sorry if this isn't coherent... I have so much homework... and... yeah, I just want to go to bed.
With Freddy.
Okay, where did THAT come from?!
My head hurts. I don't think I should talk/type anymore.
Of course now I have a ton of homework and my mom had to go talk to my teachers again- things are okay with me and her now, I guess. I swear she has a split personality. Sometimes she's so nice, and then suddenly, she's psycho.
Ow, my hand hurts. I cut it a few days ago... nobody believes me how I did it. I was trying to open a toothbrush packet. There was a screw on the counter. I used to screw to open the packet and it slipped and now there's a two inch gash in my hand. Hurts like hell.
I decided my schedule today! (Maybe it wasn't the best time... but the councilor said it met all my requirements and sounded good.) Next year I'm taking: PAL/CALM, Advanced English 11, Math 11, Oceans 11, French 11, Music 11, Canadian history 11, and Law 12. And in grade 12 I'll take Advanced English 12 (with advanced placement), Math 12, French 12, Music 12, Global History 12, Multimedia 12, and Sociology 12. Watch my parents for some reason have a problem with it. If I take Multi, I won't need my tech and I can drop it... we'll see if I can convince them.
Uh... Freddy kind of asked for my phone number. Well, sort of. He had out his address book and turned to me and said, "I'm collecting phone numbers. I already have Donald's. What's yours?" It didn't make any sense but I gave it to him anyway. Even though I hate talking on the phone. Makes me nervous. And, it was funny, yummy Cameron bounced up to me outside and pulled me to him (he is so pretty!!) and started asking me questions. Hard for me to concentrate, he's just so cute. He was all like, "Do you like Freddy? A lot? Do you want to go out with him? Will you ask him out? Do you want him to ask you out?" I think I said, "Yes, yes, maybe, no, and yes." Then Cameron bounced away. I hope he actually tells Freddy. Because we're at a standstill. People keep asking if we're dating and I want so much to be able to say yes... he just blushes and makes up a random excuse. His favorite is, "She's just cold!!" I was cold today, actually. I was hiding in his coat, haha. And then Christina was like, "Are you two a couple or just randomly cuddling?"
I'm still feeling pretty out of it, so sorry if this isn't coherent... I have so much homework... and... yeah, I just want to go to bed.
With Freddy.
Okay, where did THAT come from?!
My head hurts. I don't think I should talk/type anymore.