I'll Be Your Best Kept Secret (You Look So Good In Blue)

[xxredxrainbowxx]

Taking a break from organizing my writing folder. I can't believe how much crap I've saved. And how many good ideas I have. There are so many stories I want to work on!! And my brain is pretty much swimming in poetry. I just can’t write it down. Ever get one of those days

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[starskylight]

Umm... I really don't know what to say to this one... I think you express yourself well in magical waterfuls of your lovely script. There you go! I said something.

Oh and another thing... I don't think I know how you feel about being normal... In truth I don't know. What I think is this:

There is no such thing as normal! You even tell me that, don't you? I think you do...

If anything is the diffintion of normal, I think it is differenence... What is an example of normal anyway? Looking like a slut? Being a famous fat rich girl? Making out with tons of guys...?

I think we get the media's diffention of normal and it's iffulence because everone loves the media, so what they think 'we should do.' And after a while everyone with a low-self eseeteem (I'm not saying that you do... I'm just rambling on in my wise tougne,) seems to cling to that... or maybe people who want to fit in and have pretty good self-eesteems. And then they warp their minds on how to fit in...

And to 'fit in' everyone should like someone, one special person. No one likes everyone, maybe they pretend they do but I think it is true. But I thought the diffention or the synom of special was different? I think people should just be themselves.

I love myself, I don't care if anyone likes me or not. I think I'm beautiful just the way I am... I don't want to starve myself to look like the media's or magizine airbrush pretty sterotype girl. That is their opinion and this is mine:

everyone is beautiful, I'm not more or less beautiful but I am inside and out.

So if someone wants to be normal, to 'fit in', my advise, love thyself, know theyself, and don't give and damn. And that is normal.

Anyway that's just my opinion and I'm sticking to it and I don't care who objects. Remember I'm still here for you girl; Jillian.

[starskylight]

That is just my way of saying how I feel and supporting you! And I'm here for you , Jillian.

[xxredxrainbowxx]

Thanks, buddy. ^_^

[starskylight]

Your welcome! :)

[xxredxrainbowxx]

"Magical waterfuls of lovely script" is such a pretty way to put it! Thanks. ^_^

I agree, yeah, there is no such thing as normal... and I like what you have to say about fitting in. People should just be themselves. The problem is, usually they aren't.

I love you, too! And you are beautiful!! And I love that you don't give a damn. I don't either.

Thanks. I'm always here for you, too. ^_^ *hugs*