Aug 16, 2004 12:47
well the cats out of the proverbial bag lol i don't know what to think now, quite frankly i'm surprised shes still talking to me... i am such and idiot well thats it for that hole thing. i've made a complete ass out of myself, so now what? i think i'm gonna be a monk or some thing like that, Chinese can't be that hard to learn... well maybe someday i'll meet someone i doubt it but whatever, i wish i had a Heart of Gold (no i'm not talking about an actuall heart or anything like go read The Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy cause i'm not gonna explain the Heart of Gold) well seeing as how thats purely science fiction my life is gonna suck well into the forseable future but i'm used to it so its not really a big deal. but like i said before if i ever found someone to be with i'd probably get cancer and i don't really want cancer lol
i should go into EB today and sell my PS2 but i probably won't =\ ummm yeah ttyl