woah
For the first time, my sadness is not my fault. And I get to say, thank you for being there for me when I needed it most.
And now, I can say, I'm pretty happy.
Happy Birthday, Ted. Have a lovely party.
"The saddest thing is you could be anything that you could want, we could have been everything. But now we're not, now it's not anything at all. The hardest part was getting close to you. And giving up this dream I built with you. This fairytale I built with you. I wish we could have worked it out. I wish I didn't have these doubts. I wish I didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now. I wish I didn't know inside that it won't work out for you and I. I wish I could stop this wishing and say my last goodbye. ...... I have some growing up to do."
Just so everyone knows, I am still sick. EIGHT DAYS NOW.
I am going to Toledo tomorrow. Anyone wanna come with? Heh.
And now, I can say, I'm pretty happy.
Happy Birthday, Ted. Have a lovely party.
"The saddest thing is you could be anything that you could want, we could have been everything. But now we're not, now it's not anything at all. The hardest part was getting close to you. And giving up this dream I built with you. This fairytale I built with you. I wish we could have worked it out. I wish I didn't have these doubts. I wish I didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now. I wish I didn't know inside that it won't work out for you and I. I wish I could stop this wishing and say my last goodbye. ...... I have some growing up to do."
Just so everyone knows, I am still sick. EIGHT DAYS NOW.
I am going to Toledo tomorrow. Anyone wanna come with? Heh.