Tonite the night..
Well tonite is the night of the carnival. Im excited and nervous at the same time. I dunno what to expect or to think. Im gonna go to see my cuz and Mrs. Murphy. I have a strong feeling that "something" will come up and Everett isnt going to be able to come. If he doesnt Im gonna be pissed. Im also going to be hurt because I havent seen him in 2 weeks :( Thats too long when you really care for someone. That and he said he was coming over thursday and he didnt. Im getting to the point of where I dont want him to come over, or to say that hes going to come over on this day, or this day, because something always comes up or he has to work late or something. I know thats not his fault sometimes. But cant you tell u your boss.."I have plans with my girlfriend so I cant work to late" Hmm Maybe he cant I dont know.
I really hope Lia does endup going to the carnival too. Cuz I want to see her. I havent seen her in awhile so it will be nice. :)
I jus want to say thank you to my online ppls that helps me realize that its not what you look like. Its whats on the inside. I know that, I've always known that. I jus sometimes forget and need someone to remind me of it. :)
I think thats it...wish me good luck for tonite..