In a way words can't describe
"you'll never scream so loud,
As I wanna scream with you"
mmhmm... so... whatever it is that Boy and I had for a while is pretty much gone now. I mean its not like we're on bad terms, actually I think hes trying harder than I am to scrape back together whatever it was. I'm not looking so much in his direction either anymore.. well, hes there, but theres also a couple other CERTAIN people who catch my eyes. And yeah if you read this, which I think you do, don't be mad, you know its true.
The relatives are here. That sucks monkey balls.
Oh and yeah...I can't write "emo" in my public entries anymore because Scott and Katie and Don say I'm too emo.
I'll just put down "All I was trying to do was save my own skin... but so. were. you. "
Anyway, this weekend isnt looking too awful, Tonight hopefully going out with dearest Matthew if mommy lets us go to where we want to, tomorrow... I dunno... Hopefully mall, someone? ... Sunday... party.
Matt is awesome because he takes me lots of very cool places I've never seen before because he has a beautiful blue car. Ü
ok anyway now I'm gonna go hang out in my pool with my super cool cousin and listen to my cd that someone *cough* Scott *cough* kept turning off in the studio today because it wasn't cool enough for him to hear while we were sitting there. lol I'm discreet with the naming names thing, right?
Yay for pointless entries. !*!