tired of vacation. and tired in general.
ugh... This has been a really bad break.
My computer is fucked up, as per usual. The Dell representative informed me that I'm going to have to reload the windows operating system, wiping out my hard drive. And, lucky for me, I can't find the disks that came with my computer when I got it two and a half years ago, so I'll probably have to buy the system and programs again. Nice, more things I don't have money for. Just so I can use my computer. Have I ever mentioned how much I hate Dell?
My parents and I got into a pretty big fight. Worse than normal. I always trick myself into thinking that for once I'll be able to go through living at home for any period of time while getting along with them. At least it's something constant that I have. I can't say that about too many things.
I have worked every single day of vacation except Thanksgiving, which I might as well have been working anyway since I was standing on my feet for six or so hours, preparing food. I am so sick of working.
And to top it all off, while I was at work tonight, I was trying to fill up the mop bucket with water when I heard something falling from overhead. It kind of happened in slow motion, my mind registered that something was falling and was about to hit me and then there was the burst of pain slightly above and behind my right hip and the sharp clash of metal connecting with the ground. I staggered for a second as my eyes took focus and tried to figure out what had just happened, because though I taped it in slow speed, I missed it during the action [it makes sense to me]. What had fallen on me was a large metal coffee locker. I don't really know what its called, but that sounds good. It's about four feet high, a foot wide and a food deep. Mostly what got me was the sharp corner. I didn't know what to do, I wasn't sure how badly I was injured. I couldn't stand up straight at first. My coworker, Michelle, came back there and saw me and she doctored my cut up and gave me much need consolation. I was pretty shook up about the whole ordeal.
Okay. I'm tired. By a lot. And I have work AGAIN tomorrow at 11 AM. :[
I just want a day to relax all day long. That's all. Please???
My computer is fucked up, as per usual. The Dell representative informed me that I'm going to have to reload the windows operating system, wiping out my hard drive. And, lucky for me, I can't find the disks that came with my computer when I got it two and a half years ago, so I'll probably have to buy the system and programs again. Nice, more things I don't have money for. Just so I can use my computer. Have I ever mentioned how much I hate Dell?
My parents and I got into a pretty big fight. Worse than normal. I always trick myself into thinking that for once I'll be able to go through living at home for any period of time while getting along with them. At least it's something constant that I have. I can't say that about too many things.
I have worked every single day of vacation except Thanksgiving, which I might as well have been working anyway since I was standing on my feet for six or so hours, preparing food. I am so sick of working.
And to top it all off, while I was at work tonight, I was trying to fill up the mop bucket with water when I heard something falling from overhead. It kind of happened in slow motion, my mind registered that something was falling and was about to hit me and then there was the burst of pain slightly above and behind my right hip and the sharp clash of metal connecting with the ground. I staggered for a second as my eyes took focus and tried to figure out what had just happened, because though I taped it in slow speed, I missed it during the action [it makes sense to me]. What had fallen on me was a large metal coffee locker. I don't really know what its called, but that sounds good. It's about four feet high, a foot wide and a food deep. Mostly what got me was the sharp corner. I didn't know what to do, I wasn't sure how badly I was injured. I couldn't stand up straight at first. My coworker, Michelle, came back there and saw me and she doctored my cut up and gave me much need consolation. I was pretty shook up about the whole ordeal.
Okay. I'm tired. By a lot. And I have work AGAIN tomorrow at 11 AM. :[
I just want a day to relax all day long. That's all. Please???