Casualty
I didn't realise how dangerous what I actually did was...
Well, I mean I realised that it was dangerous, and yes... I had the intention of killing myself, but I thought it would have been 'safer' than taking other stuff.
I knew it could mess up my body, but I didn't realise the extent of it. I don't know. I could see the effect it had on me. But... oh I don't know.
I mean at the time I wanted to kill myself, and yes I knew doing it was a good move, but what if I'd have got ill like he did!
Yes... this did happen about 6 months ago. Yes... I failed. No... I didn't get ill like he did. BUT... I could have been dead... No chance to get my life back on track like I will be attempting to now.
Oh the joys of watching Casualty... Who would have thought it would give me so much to think about?
Well, I mean I realised that it was dangerous, and yes... I had the intention of killing myself, but I thought it would have been 'safer' than taking other stuff.
I knew it could mess up my body, but I didn't realise the extent of it. I don't know. I could see the effect it had on me. But... oh I don't know.
I mean at the time I wanted to kill myself, and yes I knew doing it was a good move, but what if I'd have got ill like he did!
Yes... this did happen about 6 months ago. Yes... I failed. No... I didn't get ill like he did. BUT... I could have been dead... No chance to get my life back on track like I will be attempting to now.
Oh the joys of watching Casualty... Who would have thought it would give me so much to think about?