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you say you havent learned everything you've been put on earth to learn, that this is your last life, your last death. You say that you and him are "life partners" but if you havent learned everything there is for you to learn, why dont you try something different? Why are you sticking with the norm? I dont have any answers, that's why I have nothing but questions. . . I gave you my heart, you threw it back. you say you still want to be friends, and we can be, but not right now, it's too hard. . . I've fallen too hard, to far and now I must pick myself back up and find my way back out. I hate that when I love I love so deeply and passionately. That's my fault, my scar that keeps tearing back open with each new relationship. I need to put a wall up, brick by brick it will be stronger, larger that any other. It will only come down, when I feel it is ready. I must go now, I have a wall to build