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ok im fine now, but u know when u get really upset and that wave of heat and pain rolls over your body and paralizes you for a second? yea.. and when you cry super hard, and the same thing happens accompanied with the feeling of blood RUSHING through your wrists like theres way too much in there, weird huh? scary... i hate it. I wish youd leave something that explained anything, something, are you in love with her? Do you really want to come see me or do you feel obligated? do you take back everything u just said? whats going on and why does it hurt so much? why when im watchin tv jsut tryin to forget do i constantly remember? what good is comming of this suffering? my sisters 24,and her boyfriend asked for her x's adress, and she asked y, and pat said , so i can send him a thank you card... is there someone out there like that for me? i really jut want answers and i cannot wait to getmy license so i can go to church again. i mean seriously .. i want you to be happy, please just let me know who does that for you... Smile and laugh forever cos your the best person iv ever met, and id give up my happiness for yours. I love you forever, and ever and always *cries* ~Love to my english teddy bear, your american princess.