Aug 07, 2008 15:26
So I've decided that college is way over priced. And the fact that my mom can't help me pay for it at all really sucks. I wish I was one of those kids that had rich parents that paid for college. Seriously. Moving back home next year is going to be such a relief. It will be so much cheaper to go to school, and I'll be filing my FAFSA as an independent student so I'll get a lot more aid.
I've also been re-assessing my relationship with Justin. Well, Josh re-assessed it, actually. We agreed that I need to just be by myself for a while. I depend too much on him, and I do too much to make him happy. I know he doesn't want a relationship, but somehow I keep hoping he does. It's dumb and pointless.
I turn 18 in 3 months. I'm stoked. I'm sick of being the baby out of all my friends. However, I'm a little angry that I miss the vote by 1 day. It's disappointing. I need a cigarette.