I can't stay over you
Hey, I didn't forget about you. High five. Lately, stuff sucks
Scott is really sick. The Hospice nurses started coming to the house yesterday, and they're saying he has a week, max. There have been tons of people at my house all the time, and all of the guys from his work came yesterday. So we had about 30 big, burly men hanging out in my living room. My mom's doing as well as can be expected, but what can you do. I'm doing alright, I guess. I just wish I had some kind of support system. Justin gets really uncomfrtable, and he never talks about it. He just leaves, or sits there quiet the whole time. I mean, I'm sure he's freaked out as well, but he at least has the option of leaving. I know it sounds shitty, but I'm not good at dealing with death. I've never had anyone in my close family (that i can remember, anyway) be this sick. My friends are doing what they can, but there are a select few that actually seem like they care. Gabby and Josh have been amazing, and I'm really lucky that I have them. Justin is doing the best he can, and I know that.
I dunno. It's all just really confusing. On a lighter note, I'm supposed to see Brand New in 2 days, providing I still go. I dunno, it feels like I should be at home with everyone else rather than seeing my favorite band ever. I dunno, gimme some feedback. My birthday is also in 11 days.
Scott is really sick. The Hospice nurses started coming to the house yesterday, and they're saying he has a week, max. There have been tons of people at my house all the time, and all of the guys from his work came yesterday. So we had about 30 big, burly men hanging out in my living room. My mom's doing as well as can be expected, but what can you do. I'm doing alright, I guess. I just wish I had some kind of support system. Justin gets really uncomfrtable, and he never talks about it. He just leaves, or sits there quiet the whole time. I mean, I'm sure he's freaked out as well, but he at least has the option of leaving. I know it sounds shitty, but I'm not good at dealing with death. I've never had anyone in my close family (that i can remember, anyway) be this sick. My friends are doing what they can, but there are a select few that actually seem like they care. Gabby and Josh have been amazing, and I'm really lucky that I have them. Justin is doing the best he can, and I know that.
I dunno. It's all just really confusing. On a lighter note, I'm supposed to see Brand New in 2 days, providing I still go. I dunno, it feels like I should be at home with everyone else rather than seeing my favorite band ever. I dunno, gimme some feedback. My birthday is also in 11 days.