Apr 22, 2005 17:11
The last few days have been good. We won our meet yesterday against Garden City. Amanda and I got hit on by some guy from Thurston, while he was running a very fast 2 mile. Josh and I are good. He's adorible. Dsdfkjghsdfkjghsdfkjg.
So I've decided that I'm going to give it one last try with my Father. If I haven't mentioned it, I haven't seen/spoken/heard from him since last April. I figure, if I send him a card and a small note for every Holiday, and Birthday, he's bound to respond sometime or another. And if not; well, then all I can say is I gave it my all, and tried to speak with him. I just don't want to be 18, and regret not having made the effort.
Yes, he did hurt me. He hurt me a lot, by just leaving. By not speaking to me, and telling me to go "Cry to my Mommie, and call when I grew up". Yeah, you could say he's not the nicest person in the world. But my philosphy is that everyone changes, and everyone has a heart. No one can be completely heartless. So, I'm giving it one last try, and just seeing what happens. I'll let you know how that all works out.
<3
Later Kiddo's.