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I am kinda of sad cuz all my friends are going back to college, starting this year or have already gone back... this sucks cuz i wont to get to see anyone anymore. Steph is taking this semster off, jess has no calsses with me, ill get to see her once a week if im lucky... jesse is gonna be stress out cuz he going back to school... grrr this sucks why dose summer have to end?!?!?! i dont know watever...
... im on my fucking period and it sucks cuz i have cramps and i have to work cuz we have a shit load of stuff to do but im not rushing like i do everyday, im not working hard today or tomorrow fuck that. Im almost gonna leave early cuz i cant deal all i really want to do is curl up in a ball on jesses bed and watching a movie till i pass out, but its not gonna happen so i get to go home,which i hate to be and go down to my room and sleep cuz that all i really can do, i dont have a tv in my room, karen always has the living room to her self, so i cant lay down and watch tv cuz nooo she is tried and wants to lay down and watch tv herself, selfish bitch, dude my parents have a waterbed, a 2000 computer and 2 fucking tv in there room, but noo she has to invade the living room so i cant watch tv... i guess i really cant say much cuz im never home cuz im always at jesses house, but i feel liek he dont want me there anymore so i have to go home atfer work and at nite, but now taht ill be going home more often im gonna cause a lot of promblems cuz karen dont want me in the way of wat shes doing and she dont want me there, im sorry but its my house not hers ive been there scine the day i was born, well i a few days later but yeah 19 years bitch, not 7 or 8 like you! i dont know im jsut mad that i have to go home to a house where i dont feel wanted and i dont feel is my home... but its the only home i know and the only home ill ever know i guess... idk im mad, cranky, bitchy so im jsut ranting... ahh i dont know, i m going home cuz i dont want to be at work anymore and i wnat to go lay down!
jesse makes me happy, i love him so much... i relaly dont know wat i would do with out him... almost 4 months, longest relationship i have ever had bitches!
I love you jesse *kiss*!
... im on my fucking period and it sucks cuz i have cramps and i have to work cuz we have a shit load of stuff to do but im not rushing like i do everyday, im not working hard today or tomorrow fuck that. Im almost gonna leave early cuz i cant deal all i really want to do is curl up in a ball on jesses bed and watching a movie till i pass out, but its not gonna happen so i get to go home,which i hate to be and go down to my room and sleep cuz that all i really can do, i dont have a tv in my room, karen always has the living room to her self, so i cant lay down and watch tv cuz nooo she is tried and wants to lay down and watch tv herself, selfish bitch, dude my parents have a waterbed, a 2000 computer and 2 fucking tv in there room, but noo she has to invade the living room so i cant watch tv... i guess i really cant say much cuz im never home cuz im always at jesses house, but i feel liek he dont want me there anymore so i have to go home atfer work and at nite, but now taht ill be going home more often im gonna cause a lot of promblems cuz karen dont want me in the way of wat shes doing and she dont want me there, im sorry but its my house not hers ive been there scine the day i was born, well i a few days later but yeah 19 years bitch, not 7 or 8 like you! i dont know im jsut mad that i have to go home to a house where i dont feel wanted and i dont feel is my home... but its the only home i know and the only home ill ever know i guess... idk im mad, cranky, bitchy so im jsut ranting... ahh i dont know, i m going home cuz i dont want to be at work anymore and i wnat to go lay down!
jesse makes me happy, i love him so much... i relaly dont know wat i would do with out him... almost 4 months, longest relationship i have ever had bitches!
I love you jesse *kiss*!