my grandpa died :(
ok so yeah yesturday i found out my grandpa died. i belevie he died of a heart attack. My family is fucking gay, my cousions arnt coming up and my sister dosent want to come up but she is coming up jsut to support me. I know my grandpa was really never part of our lives but he still cared and still sent us birthday cards and called us, i dont know it jsut pisses me off that im the only fucking grandchild of his that fucking cares about him. I mean yea im the only one still in town, so i guess im the only one who really got to see him, but still you would think that if your grandpa died you would want to fucking be there for your family memebers and want to fucking have closure at the funneral. I dont know it jsut fucking pisses me off the disrespect people have for there family. but i guess missing a week from school or a week form work is a better fucking excues then to fucking come back home to see YOUR FAMILY. I guess im jsut shocked of his death, i never thought this would happen, i mean yeah he was gonna die some day but not so quick. I jsut saw him a month or 2 ago. I dont know , i jsut dont know...
if none of this makes no sense its cuz i have like 20 feelings towards his death.
if none of this makes no sense its cuz i have like 20 feelings towards his death.