I was walking with a ghost...
So yesterday I hung out with my JiGGa JaDe for the first time in a long time (We took our Senior Panoramic Pictures together!) Time spent with her is always the best and hilarious. All the laughs we had and running around Sunset Place was exactly what i needed. We found that Faint song that neither one of us could figure out the name too! gooo us! We literally spent 20 minutes at Virgin trying to find this song by The Faint that Morgan had played for us on our 10th grade Drama trip to Islands of Adventure lol and for like another hour we listened to different songs from around the world...t'was great.
We went to Starbucks and had one of our talks that always helps me feel better. I got really delirious toward like 11 and when we ordered our coffees these two guys started laughing at me and they we're telling me how funny i looked pouring my sugar in the coffee. It literally looked like i was on crack or something cause i was really spacey, haha.
"Take the gun out of your left boob and shoot them in the face."
"...it's making me angry."
"Leave me alone...SEND!"
Good times :)
Jade and I got offered a job :D lol
We saw Be Cool and that movie is the biggest waste of 7 bucks. John Travolta couldnt save that movie for anything in the world. We walked out and then 2 other couples walked out after us. bad bad movie..pfft.
The rest of the nite was alot of fun aswell.
Other tidbits i almost forgot...
My sister's wedding is only 2 weeks away!!
My maid of honor dress is coming out beautiful and my sisters dress is just gorgeous :D
My Uncle is coming from Cali on Tuesday, my cousin Vanessa is coming next Saturday and my brother is coming on the 16th and they're all staying at my house! I'm soo happy. I can't wait!
Last nite (due to something) I felt full for the first time in a long time.
That hug filled a void in me that I didnt even realize had been there.
I gave something away that I realize now, even more because of last nite, i shouldn't have let go so easily.
There's nothing i can do though cause its all "awkward" and crazy.
I hate thinking I have my mind made up about something and then something throws you off and your mind isnt made up anymore.
fin. <3
[edit: that moment of uncertainty i experienced yesterday was just that, a moment. my mind is back on track thanks to an unexpected person :D ]
We went to Starbucks and had one of our talks that always helps me feel better. I got really delirious toward like 11 and when we ordered our coffees these two guys started laughing at me and they we're telling me how funny i looked pouring my sugar in the coffee. It literally looked like i was on crack or something cause i was really spacey, haha.
"Take the gun out of your left boob and shoot them in the face."
"...it's making me angry."
"Leave me alone...SEND!"
Good times :)
Jade and I got offered a job :D lol
We saw Be Cool and that movie is the biggest waste of 7 bucks. John Travolta couldnt save that movie for anything in the world. We walked out and then 2 other couples walked out after us. bad bad movie..pfft.
The rest of the nite was alot of fun aswell.
Other tidbits i almost forgot...
My sister's wedding is only 2 weeks away!!
My maid of honor dress is coming out beautiful and my sisters dress is just gorgeous :D
My Uncle is coming from Cali on Tuesday, my cousin Vanessa is coming next Saturday and my brother is coming on the 16th and they're all staying at my house! I'm soo happy. I can't wait!
Last nite (due to something) I felt full for the first time in a long time.
That hug filled a void in me that I didnt even realize had been there.
I gave something away that I realize now, even more because of last nite, i shouldn't have let go so easily.
There's nothing i can do though cause its all "awkward" and crazy.
I hate thinking I have my mind made up about something and then something throws you off and your mind isnt made up anymore.
fin. <3
[edit: that moment of uncertainty i experienced yesterday was just that, a moment. my mind is back on track thanks to an unexpected person :D ]