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I realized today how everything has slowly become exactly what it should be. All past failures and unsettling memories have healed. And even though nothing will ever be perfect or exactly what i plan, I have control over my thoughts, actions, and feelings in this universe. I know i have also made mistakes, but one of my biggest is not having compassion for myself. I wish to invite my fellow man into my heart again. Because not only have i closed myself off from men, i have closed myself off from all love. I am independant, strong, and i am so proud of myself for getting to this point. But most importantly I also know i am not finished and hope to never be finished with growth in this life. And for whoever it may concern It's okay, i forgive you.
-Emily
-Emily