I Put My Trust In You

Apr 26, 2004 22:39

The Memmory Is Now like the picture was then, once its crumbled up.. It cant be perfect again ( Read more... )

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littlesweetpea1 April 27 2004, 16:48:37 UTC
1.You dont know jack shit about my past, so dont compare it to mine.
2.All the men that have been in my life, as a lover, "father", etc, they have screwed me over.
3.All my so called "true" friends, except Jonathan have screwed me over.
4.The ONLY time in math class that I made a comment to you, was when you stepped on my stuff, which even if it was you or someone else, I find extremely rude, so of course Im going to say something.
5.All I want is credit for trying to know the "real" you, and credit for defending you out of respect for you as a person, and out of respect of not judging you.
6.I dont want you to get to know the "real" me unwillingly, that's completely, totally, and 100% up to you.
7.From what I can add up about you, I dont think you're shallow, I think you'd be a really nice guy, and easy to get along with. I think you have some emotional problems, but dont we all!
8.I'd be willing to just sit and listen if there was no one else around to talk to, I wouldnt say anything unless you asked my opinion, just because thats the type of person I am.
9.I agree with you on the Fat Bastard and Oprah thing, she sucks the big one.
10.I am quick to jumping down someone's throat because of what I've been through.
11.You cant say anything to me about being random, because I feel that you are probably one of the most random people I "know" (know of that is).
12.You're right, I dont know you for you, and I never really gave you the chance to show me the real you, but then again its a two way road, same goes for you.
13.Im not completely gay, so I'd appreciate it if you'd use the proper term, bisexual/bi either or works.
14.All in all, I think Connie was lucky to have a guy like you, because you seemed to care about her as a person, not for how she looked, dressed, etc.
15.I think deep down inside, within time, once I heal properly, I will want someone to care for me again, but until then, Im not in denial or anything like that, this really is how I feel.

I hope that pretty much sums up the way I feel. Im really not a bad person, and Im generally not a bitch once you get to know me, but again like i said, thats up to you, and Im not asking that of you, or hinting at it.And I am the way I am because of what goes on in my life.And if you dont like what I do in my personal time, all I have to say to you is: Deal or get over it.

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xxpunkzeoxx April 27 2004, 17:04:11 UTC
My Father left me and my mom high and dry, and then soon after he killed somone, ended their life, so i can sorta relate - Mabe
i stepped "Over It" and if i did, it wasent ententonal, but calling me rude when it was not on purpose was pretty rude in such a closed space.
Emotonal problems, not exactly, its just i rty to help people, and they NEVER SEEM TO RESPECT it o.O''
Oprah talks to much
Yep, im as random as they come... Besides connie o.O shes pretty random too, not to menton pretty... smart... funny... and artistic... shes is a beutiful artist
Bisexuality is and experement, but if u dont openly try to find a guy, you couldent be str8, because your eyes behold the hatrid for man
but, open wounds need careing, they wont heal bythemselves, you need to nurture yourself and forget who oppose you, they mean nothing, they just have no lives, unless they feel true to their word, wich they couldent because they hv not met you, for the real you
I Dont Like it Because I Cant Stand people Hurting Themselves, because of their feelings, their past, or just because friends are doing it, it is not wise, i just encourage you to find a new hobby before you infect thoes wounds of yours

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littlesweetpea1 April 27 2004, 17:19:22 UTC
Im sorry to hear about your father..and stuff..what's weird is my "father" chose alcohol,drugs, and his other kids(im oldest) over my mom and i.
I apologize for ever being rude to you.
In YOUR opinion, bisexuality is an experiment, I disagree.
I will consider your feelings about the whole pot deal, but I seriously doubt I'll change for you, because Im finally happy with who I am, Im tired of changing for people time after time, Im not about to start doing it for you, or my exfriends.

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