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I've been feeling very lost and forgotten lately.
Not by all the people I know.
Just the only one I trully love.
Knowing that you're replaceable in a blink of an eye.
Knowing that everything you worked for ... will never come to fruit.
Knowing that the town is so small.. even when you try to hide from the facts.....
They're still shoved down your throat on a daily basis.
I'd rather be ignorant to all of it.
It just tears me apart.. knowing.......
No one to really talk to about any of it.
I'm tired of defending her to the people I talk to.
Not that she doesn't deserve it... but knowing I don.t
I don't wanna here how she's a whore, or used me, or any of that jazz.
That's not why I pouring my heart out.
It doens't make me feel any better.
Makes me feel even worse.
Knowing that my gut insticts were correct.....
It just fucks my head up.
Make me wanna hate myself for believing any of it to begin with.
I've found mirros are my new favorite targets.
Everything just hurts.
Not by all the people I know.
Just the only one I trully love.
Knowing that you're replaceable in a blink of an eye.
Knowing that everything you worked for ... will never come to fruit.
Knowing that the town is so small.. even when you try to hide from the facts.....
They're still shoved down your throat on a daily basis.
I'd rather be ignorant to all of it.
It just tears me apart.. knowing.......
No one to really talk to about any of it.
I'm tired of defending her to the people I talk to.
Not that she doesn't deserve it... but knowing I don.t
I don't wanna here how she's a whore, or used me, or any of that jazz.
That's not why I pouring my heart out.
It doens't make me feel any better.
Makes me feel even worse.
Knowing that my gut insticts were correct.....
It just fucks my head up.
Make me wanna hate myself for believing any of it to begin with.
I've found mirros are my new favorite targets.
Everything just hurts.