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There I go,thinking again...Gosh I hate this.I hate thinking.But i just need to..
My life is so confusing.Well,inside I am =( I can't think straight,I cant concentrate,everything is so new to me.I got back with Dany.Of course I'm happy,Happy as fuck,bitches but is he doing the smart thing?Last time I wasted his time,if I do the same mistakes I'm gunna kill myself.I wanna be there for him and for all my friends.Am I doing it?
Honestly,I wouldn't know.I wanna read people's minds...
I'm so happy Sarah and Melanie made up.I was so stressed out b/c of that.I couldn't take it.I hate it when my friends are all pissed at eachother.I didnt take sides,but I was really pissed at Sarah until she got sad.Then I just forgot about it.Fuck..for some reason all i wanna do,all I've been wanting to do is cry!!
I'm just so fucking pissed for some reason.For a fact I'm moving out of my gay ass house to move in with Oscar.I can't take it dammit.She treats me like shit.I try to be nice,but just about 3 months ago I fucking gave up.Its no use.Stupid backstabber.My granny is old,but shes such a bitch most of the time and all she does is fight and stress my mom out.Then My mom takes it out on me.And then I get stressed out and dont talk to anyone then they all argue with me.Fuck this shit man.Next year I'm going to Braddock,maybe I'll see someone from Elementary? Lol,naw.Maybe I'll see William,the dork Lol..
Well today was real cool,I have to admit.The morning I was really pissed at Sarah because she was talking shit again and the night before I got into a fight with my aunt and told me lots of shit... "Youre such a useless kid!" "Why the fuck are you in my room again,Youre breathing my air." "Stop bugging me,'carajita'!" Wtf slut I bitched at her so dirty.I dont know WTF was her problem but I dont care.She can suck my dick now.Anyway,1st period was cool too,we got our schedules and I hung around Angela and Marc and we just drew and ate shit.Dood,Angela is so funny!!She was checking this guys ass out when we went outside it was too hysterical.I accidentally borrowed Her brothers Cradle of Filth Cd tho =X Oh well,Mine now!HAHAHA JACK'D! Lol.Break was cool I guess >.O i skipped 3rd period and watched 'Johnny Q' in Melanie and Marcua's 3rd period and Sarah was with us too.We went to 1st Lunch and ate shit there,being the usual monkies LolAnd I got to hang with Dany!!Yay <3::I luv you Shroom::.Then we sneaked Yani into the class after lunch and watched the rest of the movie.We nearly died crying lmao XD Oh and we sneaked out to 2nd lunch too...we ate more shit 'till Sarah got all sad and stuff. =( I felt real bad,I hadnt seen her like that in so long.
Fuck...IM EMO AGAIN VPOQ VPQHWPHBN >_>
My life is so confusing.Well,inside I am =( I can't think straight,I cant concentrate,everything is so new to me.I got back with Dany.Of course I'm happy,Happy as fuck,bitches but is he doing the smart thing?Last time I wasted his time,if I do the same mistakes I'm gunna kill myself.I wanna be there for him and for all my friends.Am I doing it?
Honestly,I wouldn't know.I wanna read people's minds...
I'm so happy Sarah and Melanie made up.I was so stressed out b/c of that.I couldn't take it.I hate it when my friends are all pissed at eachother.I didnt take sides,but I was really pissed at Sarah until she got sad.Then I just forgot about it.Fuck..for some reason all i wanna do,all I've been wanting to do is cry!!
I'm just so fucking pissed for some reason.For a fact I'm moving out of my gay ass house to move in with Oscar.I can't take it dammit.She treats me like shit.I try to be nice,but just about 3 months ago I fucking gave up.Its no use.Stupid backstabber.My granny is old,but shes such a bitch most of the time and all she does is fight and stress my mom out.Then My mom takes it out on me.And then I get stressed out and dont talk to anyone then they all argue with me.Fuck this shit man.Next year I'm going to Braddock,maybe I'll see someone from Elementary? Lol,naw.Maybe I'll see William,the dork Lol..
Well today was real cool,I have to admit.The morning I was really pissed at Sarah because she was talking shit again and the night before I got into a fight with my aunt and told me lots of shit... "Youre such a useless kid!" "Why the fuck are you in my room again,Youre breathing my air." "Stop bugging me,'carajita'!" Wtf slut I bitched at her so dirty.I dont know WTF was her problem but I dont care.She can suck my dick now.Anyway,1st period was cool too,we got our schedules and I hung around Angela and Marc and we just drew and ate shit.Dood,Angela is so funny!!She was checking this guys ass out when we went outside it was too hysterical.I accidentally borrowed Her brothers Cradle of Filth Cd tho =X Oh well,Mine now!HAHAHA JACK'D! Lol.Break was cool I guess >.O i skipped 3rd period and watched 'Johnny Q' in Melanie and Marcua's 3rd period and Sarah was with us too.We went to 1st Lunch and ate shit there,being the usual monkies LolAnd I got to hang with Dany!!Yay <3::I luv you Shroom::.Then we sneaked Yani into the class after lunch and watched the rest of the movie.We nearly died crying lmao XD Oh and we sneaked out to 2nd lunch too...we ate more shit 'till Sarah got all sad and stuff. =( I felt real bad,I hadnt seen her like that in so long.
Fuck...IM EMO AGAIN VPOQ VPQHWPHBN >_>