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A lot of stuff has been going through my mind lately..It so weird. I've been thinking about him a lot too..I mean..Ugh. I don't know anymore. Everything is so confusing right now and it's horrible..and I'm not about to spill my emotions and thoughts here because knowing how bitchy people are they'll judge me. I don't know it's just been so weird lately. Jessi went to California for Christmas break and I felt so lonely without here her. She left and I had nothing..No one to talk to that really understands what i'm going through...and I could very well go to my parents and talk to them but it seems all they want to do lately is judge what I'm doing or judge who I am. Ugh..I just feel horrible. I didn't go to school today, and I really needed to..I needed to see Jessi...I needed someone to talk to..=[. I don't know what's wrong with me. I just feel like i'm not good enough for anyone anymore..Yeah I know what you're thinking "boo who emo emo" but this time...it's different. Something is really wrong this time...and I really don't know what to do anymore. I feel used, broken, and lied to. Sorry for the people who don't understand and just think i'm being emo right now..but I really needed to get this out. Everything is just so confusing right now. =/