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Ya I just woke up and I went to bed at 4:00..I couldnt go to sleep at all last night..I had to much shit on my mind.. I really need to talk to one of my friends but he is still sleeping Gr..So me and Kaitlin are trying to find shit for us to do for New years eve... We might go to a party wt Derek or Go to some ppl house around are house and get drunk but we dont know yet cuz a lot of ppl wanna hang out wt us... So if u wanna hang out wt us ask us and we might stop over and say hi... I wanna go see one of my bestfriend that is a guy for a lit bite of New years b/c his gf went to a party up north without him and I feel really bad.. He is going just going to be home alone and he wants me to come over but I dont know b/c sometimes I think that he likes me and I know he want me to come over there to drunk wt him so I might go over... Ya so Today me and Kaitlin are going to hang-out wt some ppl for a lit while... God Tyler keeps a asshole to me but I really dont care anymore... If he is happy then I'm happy for him... God like all of my old friends wanna hang out wt me.. They are like dude ur b-day is coming up we need to hang-out I got you a gift.. I miss some of them.. Like my old friend Laura who just moved back here from North Carolina.. But Carolyn and I are not really god ever be bestfriends anymore.. Only b.c she had the chang to be my bestfriend the whole summer and this year.. I mean she almost took my old exboyfriend.. Gr.. I will always care about her.. She always brings up the past but that doesnt mean shit to me anymore... All I wish is that one day she will wake up and be like Katie did I really loose you as my bestfriend?? And I'm gonna be like yea... I'm sry but I have a new Bestfriend that was always there for me and will alway be my bestfriend and that is Kaitlin... I know everyone thinks that we get in fights alot but she never hurt me that much as My old friends did..So next time you come up to me in the halls think before you say something to me cuz I'm not the same Katie I was last year I'm a fuck'n bitch and I dont take and crap from anyone anymore...I sick of everybody right now... I'm sick of guys.. and friends.. and some of my family.. I know that Nobody is going to know when my b-day is.. GR... IT IS ON JAN 2... How many times do I have to tell you fucking ppl... NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME ANYMORE...I cant wait to start driving..I'm gonna drive for hrs and drive away from WISCONSIN... The only thing that makes me happy is my friend ERIC is back..YAY!! i love that kid so much... I mean we had so much fun in the summer when Carolyn was all over my boyfriend.. but I dont fucking care anymore.. so w/e I give up...