life
Ya this week was ok... I mean I'm going out wt Derek but who know how long... God he is being a fucking asshole to me... Me and Tyler we on the phone for like 4 hrs last night... I'm trying to fixs things between us... Then there is Blayne the guy that I'm in love wt... I'm going over at 9 tonite to see him and fool around and shit.. I'm breaking up wt Derek today cuz I'm so sick of him... GR...I happy for Kaitlin that she is going out wt my cuz Dan but today when I came over she was like " I didnt even know that you were coming over". Right now I feel like I'm loseing my bestfriend to my cuz... I mean today me and her were talking about what we were going to do and she was like I wanna spend time wt Dan ALONE!! That means that she doesnt want me to be there... God I love her to death but I feel like all she cares about is Dan and thats it GR... w/e I'm happy for her... and I hope her and Dan do work out cuz I love both of them so much... I just dont wanna lose Kaitlin like I lose Carolyn... well g2g love ya all