I wish I could gather all of my tears, so I could DROWN you in them...
Life sucks, and there is nothing you can do about it...
But oh well, it's the summer and I really just need a few moments to myself to get back on track...
I've been in pajamas since early Monday night. I find no point in looking appealing when I only stay in my room all day long. I think I'll play my cello today; I have some really sad songs I should be practicing that I can relate to right now.
But at this very moment, it's all about hanging out with myself in pajamas and some nice music playing in the background. (I'm listening to Adora in case anyone wanted to know.) Someone should be proud of me; I turned Right Side of the Bed, by Atreyu, off for the first time since Monday night. Thank god for the repeat program on a cd player...
Supposedly, I'm going to the mall with Robec tomorrow night. I might go dressed nicely for that, but I don't know, it all depends on how I feel at the time...
And I might be going to Julie's art festival thing for ACT camp on Saturday, but I'm not sure yet; I still have to ask if I can...
Well I'm bored of writing down the frivolous matters that don't seem to plague my mind anymore...
Peace...
~Christin
P.S. Two month limits should be upheld at any cost.
But oh well, it's the summer and I really just need a few moments to myself to get back on track...
I've been in pajamas since early Monday night. I find no point in looking appealing when I only stay in my room all day long. I think I'll play my cello today; I have some really sad songs I should be practicing that I can relate to right now.
But at this very moment, it's all about hanging out with myself in pajamas and some nice music playing in the background. (I'm listening to Adora in case anyone wanted to know.) Someone should be proud of me; I turned Right Side of the Bed, by Atreyu, off for the first time since Monday night. Thank god for the repeat program on a cd player...
Supposedly, I'm going to the mall with Robec tomorrow night. I might go dressed nicely for that, but I don't know, it all depends on how I feel at the time...
And I might be going to Julie's art festival thing for ACT camp on Saturday, but I'm not sure yet; I still have to ask if I can...
Well I'm bored of writing down the frivolous matters that don't seem to plague my mind anymore...
Peace...
~Christin
P.S. Two month limits should be upheld at any cost.