katie
I am making this entry not friends only because I want the person Im going to write about to read it and she doesnt have an Lj.
here is why I took you outside and what I couldnt say to you..to my favorite neighbor the bestest neighbor and friend anyone could ask for
so here it goes
Katie...You mean the world to me and you dont even know it...you have helped me in ways I dont even know how to thank you, I have been so spoiled this summer having you right next door to walk in without knocking like old times...It kills me that your moving out going back to college...im crying right now writing this...Im not ready to face the fact that you wont be in that room when I need you the most...Im scared that when you go I will be alone, not only will you be gone but so will my sister you know that her and I arent close but the fact shes gone is scary! both of you are close but still...and you saying Ill be here on the weekends...does that mean anything to me? Not really once im off grounding I wont be here on the weekends and even if I was I prolly wouldnt see you...but anyways...you now know more than you prolly ever wanted to know about me...Oh and make sure mommy gollhardt doesnt say anything to the parentals please!!<3 There were times last year when you were away and I needed you the most you werent there, I can remember one time in dec(i never told you this) but I needed you so bad and I was going next door and remember you werent there it was the FIRST time I had come to the realization you werent there anymore you arent next door and I cant walk in when I need you. I talk about you all the time...you are someone I look up to, I wish I could be like you....When I tell my friends about my awesome neighbor they are all jealous because they dont have a cool neighbor like mine(haha not really) but Im just babbling now but ya the point is katie I love you Im going to miss you SOO much and Im going to be lost without you...I hope we still talk while your back at school...
thanks for being there for me and believing in me when no one else was...thanks for those late night talks on the wall...thanks for the laughs...and most of all thanks for making me feel like someone cares <3
here is why I took you outside and what I couldnt say to you..to my favorite neighbor the bestest neighbor and friend anyone could ask for
so here it goes
Katie...You mean the world to me and you dont even know it...you have helped me in ways I dont even know how to thank you, I have been so spoiled this summer having you right next door to walk in without knocking like old times...It kills me that your moving out going back to college...im crying right now writing this...Im not ready to face the fact that you wont be in that room when I need you the most...Im scared that when you go I will be alone, not only will you be gone but so will my sister you know that her and I arent close but the fact shes gone is scary! both of you are close but still...and you saying Ill be here on the weekends...does that mean anything to me? Not really once im off grounding I wont be here on the weekends and even if I was I prolly wouldnt see you...but anyways...you now know more than you prolly ever wanted to know about me...Oh and make sure mommy gollhardt doesnt say anything to the parentals please!!<3 There were times last year when you were away and I needed you the most you werent there, I can remember one time in dec(i never told you this) but I needed you so bad and I was going next door and remember you werent there it was the FIRST time I had come to the realization you werent there anymore you arent next door and I cant walk in when I need you. I talk about you all the time...you are someone I look up to, I wish I could be like you....When I tell my friends about my awesome neighbor they are all jealous because they dont have a cool neighbor like mine(haha not really) but Im just babbling now but ya the point is katie I love you Im going to miss you SOO much and Im going to be lost without you...I hope we still talk while your back at school...
thanks for being there for me and believing in me when no one else was...thanks for those late night talks on the wall...thanks for the laughs...and most of all thanks for making me feel like someone cares <3