bloody dreams

[xxprettyhatexx]

so for some reason im in a mood to write
in here
i guess
im not sure why
i just dont want this journal to go to waste
and im sure some people might still read this one
eh..
who knows
im really tired
ive been thinking about this week and im grateful for one thing
im glad im not stupid and drink more then i can handle
at least i can honestly say after being drunk every nite this week i havent puked or passed out or made a complete ass out of myself
ne who
so i just had this great conversation with my mom just now about desi moving in with us
wow it went great...
not really...
it went pretty bad
cause she changed the subject to me being out drinking
and all this other bullshit
>:o
fuck!
ne ways
yesterday i spent half my day with mazen and the nite with jeff,chris,parker,and ray
it was pretty fun
we drank
and me and jeff rolled around in the dirt per say
heh
ray was really kewl
im sure me and him will be hanging out in the future
same with me and jeff and chris will probably be hanging out more
brandons back
might go drink with him 2morrow i hope
robby and john wanted me to come over but i was stuck here all day waiting for people and shit..............
yaaA
lame...
whatever
i wish my mom was more open minded
"well if it was brandon he could live here"
well its not brandon
its desi
fuck