bored to hell...

[xxpoisongirlxx]

this place is soooo boring i think i'm going to go craaaazy... there is no one interesting to talk to or hang with or anyyythiiinggg ahhhhh. are there interesting people around here that i'm just missing or is it that there are no cool people in this whole frickin STATE!! jesus tap-dancing christ! reading kate's journal she seems to have cool and interesting people to hang out with, but why are there none around here?? anywhere! matt is bugging the HELL out of me right now, maybe its just his personality, but some of the stuff he says is a little... odd. like we'll be talking and all of a sudden he'll be like "god, you're beautiful." and i'm thinking, ok, thanks, but that was random and now i feel really weird!! so that's matt, and then there's the other matt who i want like hell or at least used to. i dont really so much anymore. meh, i dont care anymore. fuck it. fuck it all. even the sheep. fuck them too. cuz i just dont give a rat's ass anymore.

well, love you all anyway, and i hate complaining...... haha but i avoid doing it to people by bitching in my journal! no one around me has any idea that anything's wrong, besides sarah and she's just really cool so.
night night i'm friggin tired
smooches
xXjoaniXx

p.s: there's a guy.... he's cool..... really cool... i mean, i dont know him too well, but.......