Oct 08, 2003 20:58
whoah, today was interesting.
so i get to school and im fuckin exhausted, cause of course i didnt get much sleep last night. i walked in to the senior hallway, and everyone was just sitting, silent, staring at the wall on the other side of the hall. a few girls were crying, but besides them, the whole place was dead silent. as i passed the sophomore hallway, i heard about 10 girls histerically crying.... and there were even a few guys. i couldnt see the junior hallway cause its on the 3rd floor, but when i got down to the freshman commons, i asked my friends what was going on... they told me pablo died.
pablo was a junior. last night, his mom couldn't find him. she called his cell, his friends, everyone she knew who might know where he went. but no one knew where he went. at about 10ish, they found his body under his car in the lake. he was dead.
no one knows what happened to him. everyone knew him.. my school is tiny, so everyone knows everyone. most people were crying, anc everyone who wasnt crying was just sitting, staring in to space.....
some people think he was killed by druggies. there are rumors that he was a drug dealer. some people think it was suicide. anyone who knew pablo knew he would never have done that. some people think it was an accident. but on a nice night, with no fog, ice, or rain, how does a car end up in the lake with the driver beneath it?
i dont know. but i am really freaked out... that could have been one of my friends...
death causes so much destruction. looking around the silent-as-a-grave high school today that was really obvious. everyone was effected by his death. and it made me wonder, who would be crying if i was the one dead under my car in the lake?
been thinkin about that all day.
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xxJOANIxx