Loves me not..
Eh, moodswings like whoa.
The other night I just started freakin out, like spacing, lying in the dark, listening to GC, crying for no reason, then not even like talking english, just in a daze, I don't know, weird ass mood. And just being emo lately, maybe it's winter, I mean winter makes all these crazy feelings attack me. And honestly I've been so upset because I haven't been to a fucking show, I miss Krome, it's ridiculous, I want the shithole back, I want to go to local emo shows, not drive to fucking Elizabeth and Irvington to see shows...FUCK THAT! Even if I did have my license I wouldn't be hallin my ass all the way up there for a frigin local show every weekend. This surburbia Jersey scene is starting to become none existent.
Thank god November is gunna have a lot of good shows.
Yellowcard- Nov 6
The Used- Nov 7
Good Charlotte- Nov 15
Armor For Sleep/Chasing Monroe- Nov 20
Marilyn Manson- Nov 23
Taking Back Sunday- Nov 29
And some others that I'm not sure if I'm going to, but most likely not. I can't wait for Yellowcard..that Warped performance was a jip. And my boys, GC..I think I'm still in shock that they're at Starland, I'm gunna pee my pants that night...I will go crazy, AND I WILL PUNCH EVERY TEENIE IN THE FACE!! And I WILL meet Joel, oh yes I will. I need to. Period.
In other news...Friday was cool..Arina, Nikki, and Jon came over (Nick and Dan couldn't come over), so we all chilled, then went bowling. Got home around 1ish, Nikki left, and we all fell asleep. Bowling was fun.
Saturday I got up, went to the soccer game at 10ish, didn't get home until 3ish, we lost, fuckin asshole should have got carded...arg, I can't talk about it, those ref's fucking sucked. Anyways, I got some food, then watched tv, and went emo psycho. Jon called, made plans, talked to Nikki to get me un-emo, then got ready and went to Manalapan. Hung at Sean's for a while. Drama. But still amusing. Left there, dad freaked on me, for like no reason. Jon came over and I fell asleep.
Jon left early dismornin, I wnet to work until 4. Then me and Nikki bowled a game, and went to the mall. Met up with Jon, walked around, couldn't find anything to spurlge on,excpet Charcoal cons, but Hot Topic didn't have my size, damn it..Oh well. Then I went to my mom's, had some dinner and left around 9. And now I'm here.
I love Jon, so much..
I have homework, and laundry, and yea. Later.
*WaTcH mE fAlL*