I PUSH MY FINGERS INTO MY EYES, ITS THE ONLY THING THAT SLOWLY STOPS THE ACHE
If the pain goes on, I'm not gunna make it. All I've got is insane..
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO!!
Thank you for nu-metal. Ill Nino, and Slipknot have been helping throughout tonight. I hate this. Bad memories. Bad feelings. Everything horrible, every way I felt, all the pain, it is all just, here. It came back. How one little thing can stir up all this mass chaos in ones mind..I'm going crazy.
I didn't think I would be caught dwelling in this shit again. Fucker. I was a loser last year when I went insane psycho bitch over all of this, and for some reason it's coming back to effin haunt me. I'm sorry I ever was interested in you..and your asshole friend. Fuck Catch 22. Akora. The Bankrobbers. and most importantly..FUCK KROME.
Ok, I'm done with that. I can't even begin to get into all the stress I pit myslef through last year over that. I can't stand myself sometimes..
Today was cool. It was a half-day and SENIOR FOR HIRE!! Oh man, I love that, all the seniors dressed up, singing, and dancing, and being hilarious...GO BANANAS..GO GO BANANAS!! After school, I went on Sammi's bus and we went to her mom's job, and I had a pig try and eat me..I LOVE PIGS!! I decided I'm buying Jon a pig for xmas, cuz he wants one too..this way I can visit the pig..and it will be just peachy. After that, we went to Steve's..then to Yorktown to get some food, then back to Steve's..DBD practiced for a little, then we just hung around. My dad picked me and Jon up at like 5ish, took Jon home, and then we came home.
Then I went on the computer, and went all emo psycho.
And now I'm leaving cuz I'm bored..Goodnight.
*ThIs TiMe I wOn'T gIvE iN*