i just looked at a picture of matt
and im crying
i miss him so much.. this shit is so fuckiing gay
like ahhh sometimes im like maybe we should just break up, cuz its just hell without him
but that wouldnt stop the pain.
and it wouldnt make me stop missing him
its just like god, i want to stop being so sad, but its like i cant stop
life is worth it when hes here
and when he isnt its like i just want to spend evetyday in bed. sulking about how im not with him
why is he so sexxxy
matthew and the cutest child i have ever seen, his nephew, charlie
obsessed? maybe. do i care? not really.
and for future reference::: to any boy who feels the need to talk to me:
i dont like you
i never will
no offense of course.