The Feast of Shut the FUCK Up.
Okay, so, once again, I haven't updated in a very long time, but since it's a holiday I'll keep up the tradition of blogging about it.
This Thanksgiving was normal...filled with annoyance, but still somewhat fun.
But, the thing I really wanted to talk about was primarily the shit going on at school. I have somebody there and I can't really elaborate too much on it, but I really do care about him. Problem is, I don't think he wants an actual relationship. Granted, it would be quite hard to maintain a relationship with him, but still. I really want it. At the moment, I really just want a relationship in general. I want somebody to actually love me, to care about me, but I know that it's just not going to happen. There's not a moment where I don't want to be with him and it's just so fucked up.
This is the worse blog on the face of the fucking planet, but I'm still fucking annoyed about earlier events and I just can't concentrate. Oh well, I'll try to update more.
Neurotically Yours,
Play Dead
PS: Happy Thanksgiving
This Thanksgiving was normal...filled with annoyance, but still somewhat fun.
But, the thing I really wanted to talk about was primarily the shit going on at school. I have somebody there and I can't really elaborate too much on it, but I really do care about him. Problem is, I don't think he wants an actual relationship. Granted, it would be quite hard to maintain a relationship with him, but still. I really want it. At the moment, I really just want a relationship in general. I want somebody to actually love me, to care about me, but I know that it's just not going to happen. There's not a moment where I don't want to be with him and it's just so fucked up.
This is the worse blog on the face of the fucking planet, but I'm still fucking annoyed about earlier events and I just can't concentrate. Oh well, I'll try to update more.
Neurotically Yours,
Play Dead
PS: Happy Thanksgiving