Accepted
I was accepted into Saint Joseph's College yesterday. I'm happy about it since it's an amazing school with a kick ass educational and music program, but...I'm scared.
I'll have to dorm there. Now, I have no problem being on my own at all, but it's the fact that I'm going to be away from everyone. I keep telling myself that Lara and The Crew will come visit me and I'll come visit them since it's only 45 minutes away, and that we'll still talk every day and see eachother on breaks and summer. Yet, I'm still freaking out. I'm terrified that I'll be replaced. I know that's stupid, but that's just how I am. All my life I've always been abandoned by people, so it's always there.
I just need some reassurance.
Am I doing the right thing?
Neurotically Yours,
Play Dead
I'll have to dorm there. Now, I have no problem being on my own at all, but it's the fact that I'm going to be away from everyone. I keep telling myself that Lara and The Crew will come visit me and I'll come visit them since it's only 45 minutes away, and that we'll still talk every day and see eachother on breaks and summer. Yet, I'm still freaking out. I'm terrified that I'll be replaced. I know that's stupid, but that's just how I am. All my life I've always been abandoned by people, so it's always there.
I just need some reassurance.
Am I doing the right thing?
Neurotically Yours,
Play Dead