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once again he broke my heart...will i ever make him happy?
i really tried...to keep him...i guess it wasn't enough.
it really hurt me this time..because i actually thought things were going great...it seemed we were both happy..i feel so low right now...lower than i was before.
when i first moved here i was so happy...like my heart was about to jump out of my chest...and now it's like....i feel so depressed...i have low self esteem...i don't know what i want anymore.
however i did decide to move back home....i think it's the best thing right now.
i was at the beach lastnight...starring at the ocean..i wondered how ppl would react if i died....would anyone care?
i'm not talking about suicide nooo..i would never...but i just wonder sometimes....erg...i'm gunna go...once again i am about to cry.
i hate this...
i really tried...to keep him...i guess it wasn't enough.
it really hurt me this time..because i actually thought things were going great...it seemed we were both happy..i feel so low right now...lower than i was before.
when i first moved here i was so happy...like my heart was about to jump out of my chest...and now it's like....i feel so depressed...i have low self esteem...i don't know what i want anymore.
however i did decide to move back home....i think it's the best thing right now.
i was at the beach lastnight...starring at the ocean..i wondered how ppl would react if i died....would anyone care?
i'm not talking about suicide nooo..i would never...but i just wonder sometimes....erg...i'm gunna go...once again i am about to cry.
i hate this...