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1) I am: Some kind of different.
2) My ex-boy/girlfriend was: fucking daffy.
3) If I had one wish I'd wish for: a girl.
4) Maybe I should: be doing my homework instead of sitting here procrastinating....nah.
5) I love: my true friends.
6) Budder-tup is: deffinetly not a word in my vocabulary.
7) Looking for: all of this to make sense.
8) I don't understand: why things have gone by so fast in the last year.
9) I lost my: faith. And my toothbrush. I need a new one.
10) My boy/girlfriend is: currently non-existent.
11) In darkness: I have a much better feeling.
12) Why do I: have to keep thinking of the past.
13) Is there such a thing as: a budder-tup. Seriously. Someone enlighten me on this thing.
14) Do the: Dew.
15) People say I'm: fucking insane.
16) Love is: gone.
17) You make me wanna: knock you in the teeth with a baseball bat. (You know who you are -growls-)
18) Somewhere, someone: is thinking of you. (At least..I hope this is true)
19) Is it true that: you're fading away?
20) I will always: be the same ol' me.
21) Forever is: a long time.
22) I never want to: be without those that I love.
23) I hate: to think of things falling apart.
24) I think: that maybe I should give her a chance. He really seems to like her.
Yeah.. I got pretty bored there so I figured I'd do a small update and such.
Things have started to look up. I've started to realize a lot of things that might help me out. I've met knew people. (Well.. a small percentage of new people..maybe two to three)
I think.. (and as much as it kills me to say this) that I should just give Steve's girlfriend a chance. He seems to like her a bit and if I keep pushing myself away from her, then it might push me away from him and that's not worth anything. Besides..he's the best friend I've ever had. I mean..I'm deffinetly not going to force myself to like her... I'm just going to try to tolerate her more. Meaning.. when Steve drags me along on their dates to the bowling alley, I'll try not to have this incredible urge to want to knock her with a baseball bat.
It's going to be hard. CHRIST is it going to be hard. But if he really likes her then.. eh.
I'll try to like her too.
Not promising anything though.
I still sorta think she has no personality.