they always complain about me spending their money and not getting a job yada yada yada. the reason i can't get a job is simple: i go to boarding school. they allow us to do voluntary work but something that pays? nuh uh. i am actually pretty decent about money, i don't go out and spend shit loads on clothes, i stick to my pathetic £10 per week pocket money allowance (term time only, nothing in the holidays) and almost NEVER go out.
As my sort of 'you are leaving home soon, freeing us of all financial commitment to you' present they are paying for me to go on a trip to hong kong. very nice, i appreciate it. yet i wish they wouldnt go on and on and on about how much it is costing. if we had booked when i wanted to i could have gone for about £600, from an airport close by and it would have taken 11 hours or so. but they didn't want to listen. instead i am going for the same price, from LONDON on an airline which makes me go through and indian airport AND takes a WHOLE FECKING DAY OF TRAVELLING. that is besides the point. the bitching is what gets to me. not really from my mum, she is entitled to it, but from my dad. he keeps going on about how much it is. if we were struggling for money, fair enough, but i know full well that we arent. it isnt that we are rich (trust me, we arent), but we are fine. you know what i mean? we can't go off whenever we want but it isn't like we can't make bill payments. the excuse he gave for not getting me the cheap, enjoyable flight was 'we don't have the money in the bank account' but then he will go out and drop a couple of hundred from that same account on completely random stuff.
what has prompted this rant is that i heard him over the phone ordering this
http://www.pashley.co.uk/products/leather-grips.htmland this
http://www.pashley.co.uk/products/leather-frame-protector.html that is £75 for 3 SMALL bits of leather to wrap around some tubes. WTF?! you can get leather bags for less than that. i say bag because i am in desperate need of a handbag. i am an 18 year old girl and i don't have a single one. (ok, that's a lie. i have one but its a fake LV white multicoloured bag. it sticks out like a sore thumb so i have NEVER used it). For £5 more than that i could get this
http://www.asos.com/Pauls-Boutique/Pauls-Boutique-Loves-Barbie-What-A-Doll-Twister-Bag/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=1012019&cid=8730&Rf36=275&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Black (what i lack in taste i make up for in...yeah...not too sure, although I actually think it would be quite a nice bag without the I head P B thing) for £5 less I could get this
http://www.asos.com/Pauls-Boutique/Pauls-Boutique-Oversized-Amy-Bag/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=855484&cid=8730&Rf36=275&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=-1&sort=-1&clr=Black which I actually like. and for just the price of the handle bar ones i could get this
http://www.asos.com/Pauls-Boutique/Pauls-Boutique-Amy-Bag/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=429581&cid=8730&Rf36=273&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=-1&sort=-1&clr=Black it looks kinda shit on their model but she is probably a 6 foot tall giant. im sure it would look ok with me. heh, bad mood gone now. i just saw this
http://www.asos.com/Cath-Kidston/Cath-Kidston-Washed-Messenger-Bag/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=1035862&cid=8730&Rf36=273&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=-1&sort=-1&clr=CandyFlowers which i got for £25 :D
bah...i hate ranting because i always come across as an irritating spoilt bitch. i'm not. honest. i feel this is allowed tho because im pmsing and I NEED RETAIL THERAPY
meh, i'm off to london with my dad on wednesday so I will raid a few shops and see if I can get a nice leather or quilted on for £30 or under.