I hate this time of the month
Yeah i'm really crabby and crampy right now. Guys have it sooooooooooo easy. Anyway thats besides the fact, so school now offically starts in 5 days. Yeah i'm excited but not. The work and time yeah ewww but seeing everyone and it being Senior year yeah i must say i'm quite pumped for whats ahead this year. There's Turkey Bowl, Chicago, The last time i have to take Finals in high school, my 18th birthday, Feb. vaca (hoping to go somewhere good), Prom...which i hope i have a date for or i'm not going. I'll just buy a dress and then were it to the lake house/after party. If thats even considered a party, 6 people, well actually 5 if i don't have a date but lets not get technical, Assasins with SESERS!, and then graduation. I'd say a really fun year.
Also on the school subject i got my school supplies and i was decorating my Physics binder with pictures from just the past 6 months and its pretty funny. Alot of them were from the YAC picnic and New York City, oh and my favorite picture with me and paul from the Semi. Awww i miss Paul that was so fun, if he wasn't gay i'd so be all over that. hahahahahaha. Though it hasn't stop me yet. hahaha Anyways!!
So i was talking to someone, Back on the boy subject; you all are just so easy to talk about, about of course boys and dating and the whole needing to meet new people. I don't know, it seems i always find the guy with baggage, and that baggage of course being they're ex. Don't know why but it always happens, i just wish that they could come to the fact that its over and its obviously not ment to be, even though that probably hurts alot, but it also means there are other people out there that could be even more amazing. I'm not saying me but anyone. If you keep looking to the past how can look towards the future, learn from new people and from your mistakes. Just get out there, god if I gloated on all the guys i had and then lost (even though that would be absolutly pathetic because we all know my relationships have yet to last over 3 days) but i mean i would never move on. hahahahahahahah I'm a bad example but i know people who are now engaged and they never thought of ever getting over there last girlfriend. Its just give other people a chance You never know. The possibilties are endless and if you really want it you can make time for it.
Now that that subject is done with i really miss HOLLY aka suicide spice. (LONG STORY!!!!) really its not as bad as it sounds. She left to college today or yesterday? Now she's in boston and i have no one to insulted or get insulted by. :-( i miss you whore!
I'm done ranting now.
Also on the school subject i got my school supplies and i was decorating my Physics binder with pictures from just the past 6 months and its pretty funny. Alot of them were from the YAC picnic and New York City, oh and my favorite picture with me and paul from the Semi. Awww i miss Paul that was so fun, if he wasn't gay i'd so be all over that. hahahahahaha. Though it hasn't stop me yet. hahaha Anyways!!
So i was talking to someone, Back on the boy subject; you all are just so easy to talk about, about of course boys and dating and the whole needing to meet new people. I don't know, it seems i always find the guy with baggage, and that baggage of course being they're ex. Don't know why but it always happens, i just wish that they could come to the fact that its over and its obviously not ment to be, even though that probably hurts alot, but it also means there are other people out there that could be even more amazing. I'm not saying me but anyone. If you keep looking to the past how can look towards the future, learn from new people and from your mistakes. Just get out there, god if I gloated on all the guys i had and then lost (even though that would be absolutly pathetic because we all know my relationships have yet to last over 3 days) but i mean i would never move on. hahahahahahahah I'm a bad example but i know people who are now engaged and they never thought of ever getting over there last girlfriend. Its just give other people a chance You never know. The possibilties are endless and if you really want it you can make time for it.
Now that that subject is done with i really miss HOLLY aka suicide spice. (LONG STORY!!!!) really its not as bad as it sounds. She left to college today or yesterday? Now she's in boston and i have no one to insulted or get insulted by. :-( i miss you whore!
I'm done ranting now.