(x)abuse
oh, lord.
i am so apathetic, i could probably shoot myself & not care enough to actually die.
i woke up still drunk this morning...err, afternoon....
my mother called at one, as that is when she gets out of work on fridays:
"odel, do you want to go out for lunch?"
"hrrmm? oh...ok..."
"ok...i was thinking aladdin's?"
"wait... you won't have enough time to do that during your lunch, though...?"
"what? odel, it's friday."
"...oh."
man, my brain sucks.