ich bin ein berliner...spiel mit mier.

[xxphoenix]

      i've been successfully sober for fifteen days. it's incredible: i go from smoking eighty bucks worth of weed a day, to a complete dead stop. nothing is the same. life isn't as thrilling; i don't feel the rush of getting away with anything. the colors, along with the people, are duller. somehow, even driving isn't the same without someone

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[btrflygurl7]

and she pulls it all together :) Im quite proud of you for realizing that something had to change, and really proud of you for going after it, even if your not happy. It will be worth it.

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[xxphoenix]

that's wise. i agree...i came to the realization that i remember nothing from the past few months.

something has to change. i have to quit hurting...everyone.

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[btrflygurl7]

especially yourself.

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[xxphoenix]

wow.

no, okay, WOW.

...goddamn amazing point.
holy shite.

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[btrflygurl7]

lol what can I say, It was profound. haha